I was sitting and sipping on some hot tea while enjoying the rainy Sunday, thinking about how in less than a month I will be a year older. How my 20th year has been nothing short of amazing! I’ve traveled to so many places, worked with so many brands, got through college and met some amazing people. While there have been good times, there were also bad. Feeling anxious for no reason, things not working out the way I’d want them to or missing out on something because of another. The mix of the good and bad is what made it a great year.
5 years ago, if someone had told me that I’d be doing what I do today, I would’ve laughed at them and shuddered at the thought of putting my life out there and interacting with so many people. I’ve always been the shy girl who doesn’t talk much or ends up saying something stupid out of nervousness. Struggled with having even a little bit of confidence.But because of blogging and because of the love and support that you guys have shown towards me I have grown immensely as a person and I’ve learnt so many things. Yes, still feel nervous and anxious than most but I’d say I’ve come a long way from “Teenage Shivani”.
Your comments, emails and DM’s have encouraged me to do better each time and never stop believing in myself. and it’s partly because of you all that I’ve come so far and become so confident of myself. So thank you for that, all you wonderful people. I love you guys! All I want to say is take that decision that you’ve been overthinking about. Don’t be scared or anxious. And definitely, don’t think about what others will think. If you’re passionate about it and believe in yourself it will do wonders for you!
I’m going away somewhere for my birthday and I’m so so excited. I cannot wait to share it with you! I will soon! Until then, keep guessing!